I don't know why I randomly decided to go back to this journal.
I even had to change the password, because I couldn't even remember this one's password.
but I feel better, typing in this one.
I have no clue why.
I'm so nostalgic right now. I started going through all of my posts in this one and lyricsxlies.
It was pretty depressing, to say the least.
Reading through these made me realize that I complain too much.
I need to be happy more than I am.
Now, I miss what it used to be like a year ago.
I miss staying up late and talking to everyone.
Fallon is busy with Drama.
Nora no longer has aim.
and I miss them both terribly.
Hell, I even miss Mel.
I just wish that I could go back in time and erase everything that I did wrong.
I was to go back to the nights where I talked to everyone for hours.

I hate growing up.
and I hate losing touch.

Do you ever wonder if someone's okay,
and wonder if they think the same about you?

I don't neccassarily want to talk to Melissa again.
I just want to message her and ask her if she's been again,
and if I made the right decision to break all contact.
It's been over half a year now since we've talked.
But there's no way to contact her,
without being insanely odd/creepy/annoying/blah/blah/blah.
and I don't think anything good would come out of it.
I just wonder about what's happened to her.